Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Is Good.

It's 2:30 in the morning.
Canvases strung out on the table and floor.
Paint up and down my arms, under my finger nails and on my face.
Popping chocolate into my mouth.
Feeling inspired.
All the lights on.
And the commentary of a good movie playing in the back.

It's the perfect scene of a late Sunday night in my life.

I cherish these moments so much because they come so very far and few between.
This past year has been the fastest of my life. I can clearly remember where I was a year ago
like it was yesterday. I slightly feel like I'm coming out of a fog.

Maybe it's the summer air making me feel lighter or it's answered prayers of begging to be rescued out of this mess.

I got a new job, which has been a blessing.
And I get to go home soon. Which gives me a lot of peace.

I hope this summer brings a lot of changes.
Good changes. Refreshing changes.
Life giving Changes.

I hope.
I hope.
I hope.