so much is being shown to me that i want to step back and not believe it.
i'm being hit with big Truths and they hurt.
it's like it's TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
i just cannot wrap my mind around it sorta thing.
there is a God and He loves me. and i don't even understand what that truly
means yet. & there is nothing to seperate me from this Love.
and He is coming back FOR ME. FOR ME.
His heart is ablazed in jealous love towards us.
He is a lover and wants to be loved.
SO HE CREATED US.
He formed our hearts to love Him in return.
seriously?.... it takes awhile to set in.
because we have been so horribly misinformed.
and it hurts His heart to see His beloved's not know who He really is.
He's gently screaming our names, if only we'd listen.
I WANT YOU. He says. I WANT YOUR LOVE.
LET ME LOVE YOU OUTRAGEOUSLY.
i've been reading this book that has awakened something deep within.
i was thinking: if this is real, if this is truly real then i will throw everything away to experience this. i'm banking everything on this one Truth.
& i believe God knows this.
because if this is not true, everything i believe goes to waste.
everything my heart has longed for is destroyed.
it's a liberating season i'm in.
to realize the glory hidden deep in my heart.
not of my own but given to me from the One who is Glorious.
not of my own doing but just because i was made to reflect Him.
i was made to be loved.
& so were you.
He is RELENTLESS in His pursuit of us.