Baby Heart.

Oh little heart of mine.
You are so childish and wild.

I will admit that I do not want to grow up.
Yes I am an adult but there are moments where I loathe the adjustments I've
have to make because I am now in adult skin.

I appreciate where I am in life.
I have freedoms to live in my own house and buy my own food
and ultimately give myself the life I want.

I do not miss my childhood, tho.
I have never missed it.

I do not miss having a schedule everyday with school
and only being able to be friends with the kids in your class because that's who you knew.
But I see the good in everything.

I just want freedom. Ultimate freedom.
No plans, no restrictions, no ideas forced upon me.

Just running, being silly, intensely childlike attitude.

Can that season exist?

I want life.
I want love.
I want freedom in all things.
I want to always be childlike, no matter what.


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